I think about all the positives, yet the other side of me thinks about the negatives
It seems in our life we have to go through the negatives to enjoy the positives
The saying goes:
You can't have a rainbow without a little rain
To tell you the truth, my heart has never been broken by a crush
It has however, been broken by a guy friend of mine
Well, I let him break mine
When he looked at me I felt my body go cold
She hurt him
His salty tears streaming down his face didn't help calm my anxiety as my emotions flooded me
How dare her
I seem to have absorbed his feelings into me
People do tell me i'm like a sponge
I feel feelings that sometimes I know are not even mine
I took his
His need to save her from her dad
His need to love every inch of her body
His need for her to stop cheating on him with his best friends and cutting his heart in half
His need to love and to be loved in return
So some may say that my heart has never been broken
But I say it has
Oh it has
I felt it
I felt his broken heart
"I felt his broken heart"
ReplyDeleteThis post is absolutely stunning. And the first song in your playlist.... wow. I'm awestruck.
I feel feelings that sometimes I know are not even mine.
ReplyDeleteI relate to this so much. It's a painful way to live.
"His need to love and to be loved in return."
ReplyDeleteempathy is one of the most bitter sweet gifts you can have in this lifetime.
This is so beautiful! It hit me right in the feels!
ReplyDeleteI want to say what everybody has already said.
ReplyDeleteI relate to this so well.
you are amazing, and I know how you feel, it's the worst seeing friends in pain
ReplyDeleteAmazing, the way you took on his emotions, felt what he did. Empathy is a gift some do not have. Realize this and use it to help others the best your can. Thank you
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