Monday, November 27, 2017

Why?

Maybe I haven’t been disappointed enough by people

Maybe I’m too naive to know how to help
Maybe I should hate people 

Does she know what it’s like to lose someone ? 

To kneel by their casket and ... see them there? 
Lifeless 
and cold 
gray. 
empty. 


He was golden


 breakdowns months later 



sit in a small cafe in Logan and swear that song was them trying to communicate to you 


You don’t. 


No 
Suicide is not a joke. 


What have you been through to make you so cold? 

It definitely wasn’t losing someone 
That I’m
Sure. 

Why are you laughing ? 


Why? 

Tuesday, October 17, 2017

10/17/1997 - 01/13/2017



Sunflower painting and small pink lamp
orange handwriting
and wheat fields

love is the answer

gazing up at the skylight
bunches & oats

you're smart and pretty

painting moss green eyeliner on
a fresh face

forget-me-not

thank you for your thoughtfulness

i would walk 1000 miles to fall down at your door
squares and circles and I'm sorry

when i'm dreaming
i will dream about the time i had with you

Rest in Peace